Forward to September of 2013. I recalled a sermon I had just heard about the subject of prayer & fasting, so I went out and bought the book entitled Fasting, by Jentezen Franklin. Easy read. I found myself being inexplicably drawn to fast. The Lord used the book to educate me and draw me back to the biblical discipline of fasting. On the day I finished the book - I began a 40 day fast. Very anxious and uncertain how this would go, I didn't even want to talk to my husband about it.
Day after day, the Lord sustained me through His word and prayer. I had to adhere to my standard routine of work, family, church duties. I noticed that the Lord really DID give me energy, especially when directly serving Him. In fact, at one point I ended up with so much energy I was concerned I would need to exercise just to be able to relax enough to sleep!
I transitioned on Day 9 to a juice fast for 2 days and did the last 31 days of the fast as a fast from sugar, cheese & other dairy. When the 40 days were over, I keenly missed the fast - specifically, the closeness with God. When I began my fast, it was difficult for me to have a specific list of items to fast for - I felt my life was in such turmoil I would leave it to God to choose the priority of fixes I required! But I soon began to see a kaleidoscope of blessing that I could directly relate to the fast.
Healing from food addiction generally as well as specifically. In fact, months later I still have 'dominion over food' and I believe it is directly related to the fast. A 40-day period, to me, signified my request to be released from generational bondage I had inherited. And I believe God heard and answered my request.
Most surprising - I began to crave fasting. I could see that 3 days of fasting monthly would be a wonderful discipline to embrace. And literally I was counting the days until November 1 when I would fast for 3 days. They raced by all too quickly, and again I craved the 3 days of fasting in December.
Today I just want to praise the Lord for His goodness, for His graciousness in providing this as another discipline in the Christian walk to keep us close to Him.
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